I got this idea from Ali Edwards after the birth of her daughter. I really liked this. I thought to do the same over the past weekend, while enjoying Mother's Day.
*the above picture of me, taken in 1971 and the below picture of Max, taken in 2010*
Right now, Max and I are doing a lot of this.
Tomorrow is Mother's Day. Up until last Sunday, Mother's Day always meant celebrating my mother. We'd get flowers, plant, hang out, etc., just us. I had NO idea the feelings for my mother to change like they have since I've become a mother.
From all the parties she had for me, to all the frustrations I've caused her, to all the laughs we have together, she is one AMAZING mom. And that was just for me. She has three other children she did the same for. I am so completely grateful for her to be here with me to share in this journey.
I sit here on the couch most days, healing and learning, oh so learning, about this little guy. One day he does one thing, the next something completely different. He's a bit unpredictable right now, and for me, who really prefers things to be predictable and rountine, its making me a bit wacko. If he were a talking child, or an adult, I can ask questions as to 'why you did that?' and get an answer. Now, the only thing I'll get is a sqeek, a grunt or cry. I guess I'll take that because each time I look at him, I cant believe my eyes. He's here. He's actually here in my arms in real life. I am now a mother.
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers I know. And Mom, especially Happy Mother's Day to you. I love you.
Here's a video I took in the hospital when my niece Megan came to meet Max. We've tagged any super fast panning in a video the 'Grandma pan', as when my mother took video of her cruise to the Carribean, she did a lot of this type of panning. We laughed about it, saying she would get the whole trip in 20 seconds or less!
Untitled from Melissa Mensavage on Vimeo.
And I am learning every day that the pros definitely know what they are doing and know exactly how I am feeling and when. My OB has been spot-on on so many things. I am very grateful for him. He has helped soothe many of the fears I had about the delivery. And the pediatrician. He's been here every morning and taking the time to explain this child to me.
I am extremely touched by all the calls, emails, comments on my new journey with this little man who has stolen my heart. I am still in the healing process, so I'll get back to everyone soon.
I was able to take a few more pictures today. I am having a hard time finding the 'perfect' picture. But really, when he is in the picture, arent they all perfect??
*he is sharing his dislike for me changing his shirt!
Typing one handed because dont want to put Max down. Here are a couple more from today. Maybe tomorrow there will be more pictures!
Maxwell Andrew "Max" Mensavage
May 2nd, 2010, 10:06a
7lbs, 15oz, 19 inches
We are doing great. Mom (that's me!!!) is SO proud.
