... and that is exactly what just happened.  I just wrote for about 40 minutes or so.  Feelings and more feelings on paper.  Release.  Felt cathartic.  Felt good.

I wrote to these people.  They deserve to hear from me.  He can shut me out of his life all he wants, and think he is protecting them.  He's not.  So I wrote my feelings about them to them so they will know no matter what happened, or what they were told, they know for sure how I feel about them.